DIARY, umm should i call it a dumblr?

I feel like I dont have anyone. I feel alone. If u ever seen Tiny & Toyas show, you hear how toya talks about it just being her and her daughter, she didnt have any friends or family, she just had her and her daughter. That is exactly how I feel. I dont have any friends to confide in. I cant even confide in my own damn boyfriend. he aint never home to hear nothing. I think thats the main reason why i am always in the house. I dont have anyone. So when I do move, thats going to be a completely new challenge for me. Because its hard for me to make friends. I am quite shy, but wen u get to know me, IM SOO OUTSPOKEN!! lol, idk, i think i should just find other people to associate myself to. Idk, I guess im looking for a best friend. Someone to call me whenever anything happens to them. IDK, maybe im crazy or socially awkward. idk, sometimes i just feel stupid. but this is the only way that i can get mah point across

i dont have anyone…