why do I bother trying anymore? Sometimes I tend to ask myself why am I even still in this relationship other than the fact that I love him. I love SOME of our conversations, the way we get along. But thats only 25% of the relationship. We have a child together and he knows that if I leave then she is coming with me. We argue and irritate each other every single day. Sometimes it gets to the point that I hate him. Why do I still bother? Is it only because I love the way he makes me feel. Or is it because I wont have anywhere else to stay that suits my needs and my childs expectations. Why am I still with this dude? He wont do the things for me and my daughter that I would do for him. He doesnt do things for me, but he expects me to do things for him. I just cant understand it. Why am I still in this relationship? The average person would leave. Its a breath of fresh air when he leaves, but I still nag him to stay? Am I just confused? If seperation was the answer, why do I keep coming back? Why do I bother being in this confused relationship if its hurting me in the long run? I wouldnt even be able to bounce back in the dating world if I left him. What is wrong with me? I know I cant leave but I cant stay. I hate it here. What is stopping me?